I felt a lump under my foot as we paused under an apple tree in
the garden. I looked down. Several marble-sized apples litter the ground, and
only a few remain on the tree. I had high hopes for that tree this year, as Don
cleaned the ground round it and planted grass, fertilised it and tended it
well. It’s always been a tree with a prolific crop, but the apples were marked
and needed to be consumed quickly. I thought this year the tree would still
bear a lot of fruit, this time unmarked.
But no. This year, like most of the rest of the garden, the crop
is disappointing. Fruitless even. Effort wasted, apparently.
How many times are our hopes dashed in this world? We tend and
feed a project, a relationship, an idea, only to find it falls to the ground,
wasting away? I work hard, over years, on a piece of writing – the historical
novel I’ve written with Onesimus as the main character, for instance. I feel
inspired, even guided, and yet, it falls to the ground, bearing no fruit.
Paul wrote to the Corinthians, ‘Throw yourselves into the work of the Master, confident that
nothing you do for him is a waste of time or effort.’
Today, even if the outcome of my
labours seems to bear no fruit, I choose to put my confidence in the Master.
Something good will come of it. May you, too, be encouraged even in the face of
disappointment. God is good.
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