It is barely 4 am, but here in northeastern Scotland the
land is light already with the fore-glow of dawn. I draw into my prayer window
and close my eyes. A rectangular shape: a womb: a tomb: a loom weaving the warp
and weft of life according to the genius of the master designer.
Yesterday we buried our precious Indy, a quirky wee cat who
brought us such joy and laughter over nearly 18 years. Struggling to let go.
Sadness and sorrow everywhere. Surely this was not part of
the plan. Brokenness and pain. Torn threads and frayed edges. Moths chewing
holes in the fabric of life.
Sigh. I’m tired.
Maranatha. Come,
Lord Jesus. One day: no more tears, no more pain, no more sorrowing
separations. Other places, other losses, deeper by far. Come to the broken
places everywhere, Lord, the battlefields around the globe.
I’m out of gas. Coasting into the gas station. ‘Fill ‘er up,
Lord.’ Fill me again with your Holy Spirit.
I sit, serenaded now by the blissful tune of many
blackbirds, greeting the new day with hope. With hope, faith and trust in the
overcoming love of the grand designer. Help me to find my voice to sing a song
to the Saviour I know and love.
Jesus. All our hope in you is founded. Jesus. Name above all
names. Beautiful Saviour. Risen Lord.
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