If I were an artist, I would attempt to paint the picture
the Lord gave me a couple of weeks ago, of the stagecoach being dragged wildly
over rough terrain, pulled this way and that by six or eight untamed horses,
with a driver crazily distracted and aware that there was a cliff somewhere up
ahead. Suddenly Another was beside him, taking the reins, calmly taking charge
and reassuring the driver that He knew where the cliff was and He was in
charge. That picture so filled me, the erstwhile driver, with peace for the day’s
tasks.
This morning He reminded me that this is the day that he has
made. Last night a message came in for something for Mom which filled me with fear
and required midnight Skypes. With Mhairi’s help, it is resolved this morning,
though there remains in me a frisson of unease because there is another element
to the story which remains unresolved.
But this is the day that the Lord has made. He is in charge
of my circumstances, of Mom’s circumstances. He has the reins. If I allow him
to drive this, I should be able to enjoy an exhilarating ride and not be driven
by fears and forebodings.
I have said that if I have a regret, it is that I am not
more adventurous and less timid and easily frightened by heights, speeds, water,
whatever. Perhaps this is the day, when the Lord is inviting me to enjoy the
adventure with him, not anticipating disaster, but revelling in the moment.
Thank you, Lord, for entrusting this to me, and may my
squeals be ones of delight and joy, not fear. Over to you.
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