‘Not connected to the internet…’
For some reason, I am frequently getting that message when I
turn on my laptop. When I troubleshoot, it detects problems but fails to fix
them, yet suddenly I am back online. I limp forward, none the wiser but
relieved that for the moment anyway, I am connected.
I am grateful that my connection to God is not so unreliable.
Well, it is from my end, but His end is always engaged and ready for me. When my
mind is jumping all over the place, I find it hard to sense his presence. I can
be too quick to let myself be satisfied with the briefest of connections, then,
moving on without allowing the great techie to make the adjustments to me which
would enable a quicker and more reliable connection, a connection that doesn’t
go off-line when distracted by worldly woes and anxieties.
In this busy world, it takes will power and effort to settle
into a contemplative mode and allow myself to listen attentively. I am so
easily distracted by thoughts and fears.
Lord, it is Monday morning, and I have my to-do list beside
me. Help me to prioritise the time I spend with you over the compilation of
this to-do list, knowing that with your guidance and prompting nothing that
needs doing will be left undone. Forgive me for ploughing on in my own
strength, as if I know better than you. Lord, without you I can do nothing.
Thank you for your grace, your mercy and love. Amen.
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